Letting Her Walk Away From His Life.
Sexy superstar, mother and wife; Beyonce Carter has given her Ex
boo a cause to regret his actions for the rest of his life. Lyndell who
happens to be Bey's first boyfriend is seriously biting his fingers for
letting her out of his life. In an Exclusive interview with the Sun
over the weekend, he revealed quite a lot. Houston chef Lyndell
Locke, said he dated Beyonce for nine years, and she was a good
girl from a Christian home who didn't believe in sex before
marriage.
As Beyonce’s career began taking off, Lyndell felt as though he
couldn’t hold out anymore and he cheated on Bey, which caused
her to eventually dump him. That, and she met another guy who
goes by the name of Shawn Carter. Now, over 12 years or so later,
Lyndell is reminiscing on his former relationship with Bey, while
saying, “Beyonce was the most beautiful girl I’d ever seen. . . and
she’d still be mine if I’d not cheated on her.”
See Excerpts from the interview after the cut...
Beyonce was the love of my life and I was hers, so losing her is
still my biggest regret. She would say to me all the time, ‘I’m
afraid to ever live my life without you Lyndall, I want you to be
mine for ever’. I’ll be honest — it was me that messed
everything up and lost her for ever to Jay Z, but I deserved it.
Who cheats on a woman as beautiful as Beyonce? Well, I am
that man and it’s something that’ll always haunt
me. ...continue reading, he said more...
On meeting Beyonce through Kelly Rowland during a church
youth group session when he was 13, and she was 11: From the
first time I saw Beyonce I couldn’t take my eyes off of her. She
looked like an angel, the most beautiful girl I’d ever seen. We’d
hang out after school and almost every night we’d fall asleep
talking to each other on the phone. On not knowing Beyonce
could sing: She was just so shy, she was a bit of an outcast at
school and didn’t even sing in the choir. For two years I didn’t
know she could sing. We spent hours watching movies together
and playing Connect 4. Some of our most fun times was when I
watched Beyonce, her sister Solange and Kelly performing
dance routines. So while I had no idea how good her voice was
back then, I certainly knew she could move.
On their first kiss: It was just after Beyonce’s 15th birthday. I
surprised her with Brian McKnight concert tickets and it
happened that night. I had got popcorn and as we were sitting
in our seats I dropped it. As we both went down to grab it we
bumped heads, and locked into our first kiss. We both just
looked at each other realizing there was this incredible spark
of fireworks between us. It was that fairytale kiss you only
hear about in the movies. That was the first feeling of true love
between me and Beyonce. Still, to this day, I’ve never had
another kiss as passionate as that one. Lyndell went on to date
Beyonce for nine years, and the two had talked about one day
having a beach wedding, but then her career as part of the
group Destiny’s Child started taking off. Sex was also off-limits
and Lyndell couldn’t wait it out. The bigger star she became,
the more I didn’t think I was good enough.
One night, when she was out of town, I went to a bar with
friends and ended up sleeping with another woman. Over the
course of a few years I cheated on her about five times, but I
never told her until after we broke up. She was such a great
girl who cared about me deeply, she even wrote her hit
Dangerously in Love while we were together. That’s how in love
we were back then. Initially my intention was to take a break
from our relationship so I could go to culinary school and
make a name for myself. But when I headed to Austin to do the
course she quickly moved on with her own life. Beyonce has
gone on record saying that she started dating Jay Z when she
was 19 years old, which means he came in the picture right
around the time that she was about to give Lyndell the boot.
Lyndell says: Once she began dating Jay Z, I knew we were
doomed and I could never win her back. But I know that no
matter what, she will always love me. I will always wonder
‘What if?’ and, given all we shared, I’m sure a part of her must
feel the same way.
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